About Me:

Welcome to my space. The UF in my name stands for Unforgiven, a significant part of my life. While incarcerated within the Florida Department of Corrections, I became part of this large organization, a brotherhood that provided support and structure during challenging times. My experiences in the system have shaped me profoundly, and I want to share those experiences—both the struggles and the growth—with you here. The name CraᛋhOut is actually my UF name, every bro/member has a UF name that the other bro’s give them, and CraᛋhOut is mine. I earned it by doing some crazy shit.

I’m not just a voice online; I’m living this reality. The stories I tell are authentic and come from a place of hard-won knowledge. I spent eight of the last ten years in jail and prison, entering the adult judicial system at 17 (direct filed/waived up to adult court), and then going to prison at 21 and finally coming home at 26. I’ll be sharing photos and (redacted) documents from my time inside, offering you a glimpse into a world most people only know from movies and TV shows.

What You’ll Find Here

• Stories from the Inside: Honest accounts of prison life, the challenges, the camaraderie, and the lessons learned.
• Photos & Documents: Visual and written records that document my journey through incarceration.
• Reflections on Life After: My ongoing experiences as I rebuild my life and navigate the complexities of re-entering society.

Important Note: This blog is a personal reflection on my experiences and does not advocate or promote violence or illegal activity. I believe in the power of personal transformation and the importance of sharing stories that can inspire and educate others.

Unforgiven: The Inside Story

Inside the walls of Florida’s prisons, Unforgiven isn’t just another gang – it’s a way of life. It’s a brotherhood forged in the fire of incarceration, a family that provides protection, purpose, and a sense of belonging in a place where those things are scarce.

For many of my fellow brothers, Unforgiven is more than just an affiliation; it’s an identity. The tattoos, the symbols, the shared experiences – these things become a part of who we are. It’s a bond that’s often stronger than blood, a loyalty that’s tested and proven time and time again.

But this brotherhood isn’t for everyone. Joining Unforgiven isn’t about filling out an application or paying dues. It’s about proving your worth, your commitment, and your willingness to do whatever it takes to protect the family.

The “Blood In, Blood Out” Reality

The most notorious aspect of Unforgiven’s initiation process is the requirement to commit an act of extreme violence. This isn’t just a hazing ritual; it’s a test of character, a way to ensure that new members are fully committed to the group’s values and willing to do what’s necessary to protect our interests.

The specific nature of this act varies, but it often involves attacking a rival gang member or an enemy of the brotherhood. This act of violence isn’t just about proving toughness; it’s about shedding blood for the family, a sacrifice that binds the individual to the brotherhood in a way that few other things can.

Once the act is committed, the new member is “patched in,” receiving the group’s tattoos and symbols as a mark of their belonging. From that point on, they’re part of our family, with all the rights and responsibilities that come with it.

Life Inside Unforgiven

Life inside Unforgiven is a mix of camaraderie, discipline, and danger. Members are expected to follow a strict code of conduct, to uphold the group’s values, and to always put the needs of our family above their own.

This loyalty and discipline are what make Unforgiven a powerful force within the prison system. But it also makes us a target for law enforcement, who see the group as a criminal enterprise that needs to be dismantled.

The Unforgiven Paradox

Unforgiven is a paradox, a group that provides both protection and danger, both community and conflict. It’s a place where individuals can find meaning and purpose, but also a place where violence and criminality are part of our daily life.

It’s a reality that’s difficult to understand for those who haven’t lived it, a world that’s often hidden from view. But it’s a reality that deserves to be explored and understood.